WOW, Holly! That's wonderful! I'm so glad you are able to say goodbye to
all the hurt and sadness. Our God is so good!! : )
Gretchen
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From: holpooh@... [mailto:holpooh@...]
Sent: Monday, March 27, 2000 12:58 PM
To: blessing_a_day@...
Subject: Re: [Blessing_a_Day] A lie of satan
Hello all!,
This post gave me the strength to write something i have seldom written. Im
going to call it my testimony. I agree
with you, Earl and i could say that my life has proven
this. When i was a baby, i wasnt supposed to be born.
Yet by the grace of God, I was a healthy and normal baby.
From a young age, I exhibited the signs of depression, yet
i was a Christian. My parents thought it
was for attention, and it probably was, but it was also a
cry for help. From age 15 on, I have made attempts to end
my life. Every time i made it through. I have seldom had counseling, yet i
have been on antidepressants on and off.
The truth is, I am learning to go to the Perfect Counselor. He's so
wonderful to me. He's given me many chances at life. I know God wants me to
live, and Satan wants me to die,
because I am a messenger of God's and i know God has a plan
for my life. I know i dont post much, in fact few probably
know me on this list, but i have been on here for months.
Last June, after my son was born, we were living at my inlaws' house, and i
tried to take many prozac. Thank the Lord, this attempt didnt work either.
The last attempt i
made was about 2 and a half months ago. I dont want to die.
I want to live for the Lord. Please know that i love him very much. God has
shown me that i should never do that again. Life never truly gets that
desperate. God will get us through. I am telling you all this, because i
feel
it is necessary to say goodbye to the hurt i feel. So
in the presence of you all, with this testimony i say
goodbye to the hurt that Satan has put inside my
heart. God has a life of joy for me to live. I want to live
for him .
Thank you for listening.
Love,
Holly
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