Dear Holly. Let me be your \friend. I have also tried to kill myself, but gotten through it in Jesus name. Please, if you ever feel the desire, mail me. I love you, sister. Hugs, Barbie http://home.sol.no/~bajama/ ----- Original Message ----- From: <holpooh@...> To: <blessing_a_day@...> Sent: Monday, March 27, 2000 8:57 PM Subject: Re: [Blessing_a_Day] A lie of satan > Hello all!, > > This post gave me the strength to write something i have seldom written. Im going to call it my testimony. I agree > with you, Earl and i could say that my life has proven > this. When i was a baby, i wasnt supposed to be born. > Yet by the grace of God, I was a healthy and normal baby. > >From a young age, I exhibited the signs of depression, yet > i was a Christian. My parents thought it > was for attention, and it probably was, but it was also a > cry for help. From age 15 on, I have made attempts to end > my life. Every time i made it through. I have seldom had counseling, yet i have been on antidepressants on and off. > The truth is, I am learning to go to the Perfect Counselor. He's so wonderful to me. He's given me many chances at life. I know God wants me to live, and Satan wants me to die, > because I am a messenger of God's and i know God has a plan > for my life. I know i dont post much, in fact few probably > know me on this list, but i have been on here for months. > Last June, after my son was born, we were living at my inlaws' house, and i tried to take many prozac. Thank the Lord, this attempt didnt work either. The last attempt i > made was about 2 and a half months ago. I dont want to die. > I want to live for the Lord. Please know that i love him very much. God has shown me that i should never do that again. Life never truly gets that desperate. God will get us through. I am telling you all this, because i feel > it is necessary to say goodbye to the hurt i feel. So > in the presence of you all, with this testimony i say > goodbye to the hurt that Satan has put inside my > heart. God has a life of joy for me to live. I want to live > for him . > Thank you for listening. > > Love, > Holly > > .................................... > Get your own free email account from > http://www.klty.com > > > -- > To unsubscribe, send ANY message to <blessing_a_day-unsubscribe@...> > >