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From: "Stephen Hall" <sossteve@...>
Date: Wed, 21 Jun 2000 18:32:47 -0700


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NOTES  FROM  THE  VALLEY - June 23, 2000

"Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of
death, I will fear no evil for you are with me."  Psalm 23.
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TOPIC:  ROLLER  COASTER  LESSONS

Isn't life an amazing journey?  Each day brings with it new blessings to
enjoy and new problems to solve.  Sometimes it can seem like a real roller
coaster ride filled with an endless sequence of emotional ups and downs.
That's the kind of ride Cathy and I have been on lately.  Our son Chris
called from Germany with the wonderful news that our second granddaughter
Keyanna was born.  What a thrill to hear his excitement at becoming a Dad.
Then, within days, Cathy's Mom, Bea, called to tell us that she has colon
cancer.  Last year, we went through a similar rough ride:  Down when our
daughter Jennifer moved out under very unpleasant circumstances.  And then
up again, when our first granddaughter, Harley, was born in North Carolina.
Up and down.  Up and down.  Next year I think we'll just skip May and
June!!!  (Just kidding)

And just like last year, after we heard from Chris and Bea, I also heard
another voice with some quiet, but reassuring news.  God, our loving Father,
whispering a reminder that Cathy and I don't need to worry - each member of
our family, from our precious granddaughters to their equally precious great
grandmother, are safe within His hands.  Hands that have cared for and
comforted Cathy and me through every kind of trouble.  Hands that healed our
once broken hearts and led us to find each other across an entire continent
so many years ago.  Hands that taught us to love again and joined us
together as husband and wife.  Hands that protected Jack, Michael and Chris
as they journeyed into manhood far from our protection and care.  Hands that
guided Jack's hands and Chris' hands as they received their newborn
daughters at birth.  Safe, sure, loving hands.  Hands we've known and
trusted.  Hands we can certainly trust again.

I recently listened to a sermon by Max Lucado from his Upwords tape ministry
where he talked about God using drastic changes to teach us to rely more
upon Him.  At one point he likened life to watching television when someone
else has the remote control.  Just when you're getting interested in
something or begin to settle in, click, the channel changes.  New scene, new
set of circumstances.  You focus, you adjust, you begin to pick up the
thread of whatever's going on.  You start to get a handle on things and
begin to settle in and, click, the scene changes.  You start to focus, but
before you even get a glimpse of what's in front of you, click, it changes
again.  Click.  Click.  Click.  Frustrating even infuriating.  You don't
know whether to give up or get angry.  Now I don't know if you believe like
Max that God has His hand on the remote control and changes channels to keep
us from becoming too settled and self reliant or if you lean more towards my
view that change is an inherent part of life, but God holds us in the palm
of His hand and can carry us victoriously through every change if we'll let
Him.    But in either case the message is the same.  God is in control and
that's where we have to place our faith.

I used to have this poster in my office of a kitten dangling by it's front
paws from a limb and hanging on for all it was worth.  The caption read,
"Faith isn't faith until it's all you're holding on to."   On a roller
coaster, the ride's creator knows the roughness of the ride you'll take and
builds into the coaster a bar that locks in place to hold you secure
throughout the entire ride.  Sometimes the ride of life can be equally
rough.   But the creator of life, our heavenly Father, knows every height
and depth, every twist and turn that life can throw at us and has given us a
bar to hold onto that will keep us safe and secure throughout our journey.
That bar is called faith.  And each of us will come to a point at various
times in our life when that is all we have to hold onto.

When God whispered to me His reassurance about caring for all the members of
our family, my mind flashed through pictures of every major event in my
life.  And in each picture I could see God's presence and sense the enormity
of His gifts to me.  Blessings to strengthen me through the bad times.
Blessings that led me to the good times.  So much love.  So much grace.  And
those hands.  Hands I could always hold onto and trust.  The same hands He
offers to Keianna and Bea, Harley and Jennifer, and all our children. The
same hands He offers to you.

We don't have many answers right now to all the events going on in our
lives.  So we have come to that point again on the roller coaster ride of
life where we just have to grab onto the bar and hold on for all we're
worth.  In life, that means taking all our problems and the worries over
those problems and turning them over to God through prayer.  But in turning
them over to Him, we have to let go of them completely.  Because if we're
holding onto any of them even a little, how can our hands be free to hold on
to Him?

While I was typing this edition, Cathy has been in the other room reading
her daily devotional book.  What she was reading blessed her so that she
called me into the room so she could read it to me.  What she read was so
obviously linked to what I was writing that I knew I had to close this
edition with it.  The words come from Psalm 62, verses 1 and 2.  "My soul
finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him.  He alone is my rock
and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken."

We remain as always, your brother and sister in Christ, holding onto the
rock,

Steve and Cathy Hall



A  RECYCLED  TRAGEDY
(Author Thomas Lane Butts)

An artist went to visit a dear friend. When he arrived, she was weeping. He
asked why. She showed him a handkerchief of exquisite beauty that had great
sentimental value, which had been ruined by a drop of indelible ink.  The
artist asked her to let him have the handkerchief, which he returned to her
by mail several days later. When she opened the package she could hardly
believe her eyes. The artist, using the inkblot as a base, had drawn on the
handkerchief a design of great beauty with India ink. Now it was more
beautiful and more valuable than ever.

Sometimes the tragedies that break our hearts can become the basis for a
more beautiful design in our lives. Be patient with the hurts over which you
have no control. They may become a source of healing, help, and beauty.



GOD'S  BOXES  OF  LOVE
 (Contributed by Bill and Kathy Woodfill - Author Unknown)

I have in my hands two boxes
Which God gave me to hold
He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black,
And all your joys in the gold."

I heeded His words, and in the two boxes
Both my joys and sorrows I store
But though the gold became heavier each day
The black was as light as before

With curiosity, I opened the black
I wanted to find out why
And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole
Which my sorrows had fallen out by

I showed the hole to God, and mused aloud,
"I wonder where my sorrows could be."
He smiled a gentle smile at me.
"My child, they're all here with me."

I asked, "God, why give me the boxes,
Why the gold, and the black with the hole?"
"My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings,
the black is for you to let go."



THE  SALE
(Received from Jeanarie of Heart-Prints - Author Unknown)

It was advertised that the devil was going to put his tools up for sale. On
the date of the sale, the tools were placed for public inspection; each tool
being marked with its sale price.  They were a treacherous lot of
implements...Hatred, Envy, Jealousy, Deceit, Lying, Pride, and so on.

Laid apart from the rest was a harmless looking tool, well worn and priced
very high.

"What is the name of this tool?" asked one of the purchasers, pointing to
it.

That is Discouragement", replied the devil.

"Why have you priced it so high?"

"Because it is more useful to me than the others. I can pry open and get
inside a man's heart with that when I cannot get near him with my other
tools. Once I get inside, I can make him do what I choose. It is badly worn
because I use it on almost everyone, since very few people know that it
belongs to me."



I  DON'T  BELIEVE  IN  LUCK
(Received from Bob Perks)

"Hello. How are you?" the man asked as he turned to everyone seated.  We all
shook hands and made the necessary introductions. Their names were Tim and
Nancy, from Virginia Beach, Virginia. Before long the four of us became
instant friends. It all started when I asked him what he did for a living.
He replied "Nothing." His wife immediately urged him to explain.  For some
reason, at that moment, I had the feeling that our meeting was meant to be.
He was obviously struggling with new changes in his life, maybe a mid-life
crisis, I thought.  So I went into my story about losing my job and facing
thoughts of suicide.  I said, "I can't believe how lucky we were to have
both of you sit next to us tonight."

"I don't believe in luck!" he said. He then told me that he was a Commander
in the Navy and recently was taken out of the one position he loved and
assigned to a desk. He flew helicopters.  He lead men and women in the air.
"The finest."

I spoke to him about discovering my true purpose in life and explained my
son Keith's fight against Ewings Sarcoma, a cancer.

His wife grabbed his hand and with tears in her eyes, still looking at him,
she said, "Our daughter, Ashley, had Ewings Sarcoma too."

My thoughts of "meant to be" were confirmed. You see, not only did we both
have children who were battling cancer, but I also served in the Navy.
Amazing.  God was in charge of seating this evening.  We talked over dinner,
watched the show and then our new friends shared the rest of their story.
Ashley did have Ewings Sarcoma, but then after defeating that, she developed
another similar cancer within a short time.  He went on to share this story
with us . . .

"I told you when we first met this evening that I don't believe in luck. I
am a military man. A commander of helicopter pilots.  I believe and trust
only in what I see and know. When flying, I look at my meters, my controls,
my equipment and trust what they tell me is accurate. But . . ."  He paused
for a moment to gather his thoughts.  "My daughter needed a bone marrow
transplant.  I was with her alone the evening she came close to death.  I
held her hand as I sat by the side of her bed, never letting go.  It was in
that moment . . ." he hesitated.  I could see how difficult this was for him
to share.  "It was that evening in the hospital as I held her hand and
prayed to God to save her, that . . . I swear this to be true. Remember I
told you that I was trained to believe in my instruments, the true readings
they provide?  Well, I swear to you that as I prayed for her, I felt a third
hand. It was on top of mine as sure as my wife is holding my hand now.  I
believe it was God.  I knew then that she would survive."

We sat silently. Tears mixed with nervous laughter.  I was overwhelmed by
their story.  I said, "Tim, in my years in the Navy, I never had the desire
to do this.  But I'd like to hug you, Commander!"  We did. We all did.  Was
it luck that we were seated next to this wonderful couple? Was it luck that
we had so many things in common?  Tim said he didn't believe in luck, and
maybe he is right.  Maybe our luck is truly part of a bigger plan guided by
what Tim felt when he was with his daughter - God's hand.



TOUCH  OF  THE  MASTER'S  HANDS
(Received from Seedsowers4God - Author Myra Brooks Welch)

'TWAS BATTERED and scarred, and the auctioneer
Thought it scarcely worth his while
To waste much time on the old violin,
But held it up with a smile:

'What am I bidden, good folks," he cried,
"Who'll start the bidding for me?"
'A dollar, a dollar"; then, "Two" "Only two?
Two dollars, and who'll make it three?

Three dollars, once; three dollars, twice;
Going for three-" But no,
From the room, far back, a gray-haired man
Came forward and picked up the bow;

Then, wiping the dust from the old violin,
And tightening the loose strings, He played a melody pure and sweet
As a caroling angel sings.

The music ceased, and the auctioneer,
With a voice that was quiet and low,
Said: "What am I bid for the old violin?"
And he held it up with the bow.

'A thousand dollars, and who'll make it two?
Two thousand And who'll make it three?
Three thousand, once, three thousand, twice,
And going, and gone," said he.

The people cheered, but some of them cried,
'We do not quite understand
What changed its worth." Swift came the reply:
The touch of a master's hand."

And many a man with life out of tune,
And battered and scarred with sin,
Is auctioned cheap to the thoughtless crowd,
Much like the old violin.

A "mess of pottage," a glass of wine;
A game-and he travels on.
He is 'going" once, and "going" twice,
He's "going" and almost "gone."

But the Master comes, and the foolish crowd
Never can quite understand
The worth of a soul and the change that's wrought
By the touch of the Master's hand.


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Your love, God, is my song, and I'll sing it!  I'm forever telling everyone
how faithful you are.  I'll never quit telling the story of your love - how
you built the cosmos and guaranteed everything in it.  Your love has always
been our lives foundation, your fidelity has been the roof over our world.
(Psalm 89:1-3 The Message)