[faithandlife] ALL BECAUSE OF YOU

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From: charles scott <crscottblu@...>
Date: Fri, 11 Jan 2008 14:25:08 -0800 (PST)
Brothers+

The paragraphs below arrived in my mailbox from a
blog.
These lines are perhaps the beginning of a book. The
author shared a few lines on a blog.

Charles+




ALL BECAUSE OF YOU

(Terry Veling, Australian Catholic University)

“ALL KNOWLEDGE BEGINS WITH FEELING”

	I was sitting on a country road, admiring the sun-lit
valley, listening to the wind.  A stranger came up to
me and we started talking.  At first he was
suspicious, and I felt myself under scrutiny.  He came
to inquire into this strange scene, this stranger
sitting by the road.  I commented on the beauty of the
valley, asked him whether he lived in the house
nearby, and if it was alright for me to sit a while. 
He smiled and I saw his suspicion ease.
	We began to talk and I suddenly found myself involved
in a personal and friendly conversation.  He
discovered that I taught theology at a Catholic
university, that I had come to the mountains to sit
and write a while.  He said he had lived in this
valley for 25 years, since his retirement.  He was now
82.  He spoke with a noticeable Czech accent, and I
learnt that he had immigrated to Australia just after
World War Two.
	Maybe it was because I was sitting there writing –
I’m not sure – but he said, “I am a sculptor – would
you like to see my work?”  At first I thought of
politely declining, but then I felt the wind’s breath
prompting me.  So we walked up the road a little,
talking about art and religion, his life and his work,
until we approached the front gate of his property.  I
stopped in my tracks.  Stunned.  Before me was a huge
granite stone with these words chiseled into it:

All knowledge begins 
with feeling

	I immediately wanted to rush back to where I had been
sitting, take up my pen, and practice this saying. 
	We followed the tree-lined pathway that led to his
house, and along the way there appeared various
statues – like ancient ghosts, with singular dignity,
carved from solid rock, yet filled with fluid forms:
women, dancers, dolphins, birds, children. 
	In another part of his garden, where he set himself
to work, I saw three or four solid masses of raw rock.
From one of these emerged a half-formed figure as if
breaking free from the stone. 
	I felt quite spell-bound.  I had ventured into a
stranger’s home.  What was I doing here?  I stood in
this sculptor’s garden full of bewilderment and
marvel. 
	He then opened the door to a large shed.  He asked me
to take my off my sandals, as his wife liked to keep
the floors clean.  The shed was filled with examples
of his work.  In his hey-day, he had received various
prizes.  It seemed like quite an intimate moment to
me.  He was sharing his memories, his treasure.  “This
is holy ground,” I thought.  
	I commented on a carving that caught my eye, the face
of the suffering Christ.  He said, “Well there’s quite
a story behind that . . . I carved it in 1955, and
someone purchased it.  Then, a few years ago, I was
visiting a market fair, and there it was!  Someone had
found it while cleaning out a house, and now they were
selling it.  Fifty years later, my suffering Christ
came back to me, as if resurrected.” 
	What was it, I wondered, that brought these two
strangers together?  One trying to write, another
trying to wrest shape and form from stone?  Was it the
wind?  The strange and wandering Spirit that blows
where it will?  Did this stranger come to me as a
teacher?
	When he first arrived, I did not know he was a
sculptor, nor less that he would invite me to his
home.  I didn’t know about the words carved in stone
at the front of his gate.  Did he come to tell me
something?
	How is it, I wondered, that a person who deals in
rock and granite, in hard and solid forms,
nevertheless inscribes at his gate:

	All knowledge begins
	with feeling

	To carve feeling from rock, to let shape and form
emerge from solid mass, to trust the chisel, to love,
rather than fear, the raw beauty of ancient stone.
	Perhaps he really did come to teach me, perhaps the
wind was right: latent in every aspect of life, even
in the difficulty of rock, there is spirit and there
is friendship – if only we could but feel.

ALL BECAUSE OF YOU

	This is a rather simple event, yet I was quite taken
by it.  I had come to the mountains to do some
writing, with a simple pen and pad, and a glorious
view.  Though I enjoy these small moments of retreat
and solitude, I often wonder when I write: to whom am
I writing?  Another way of asking this question is: to
whom is my life addressed?  It seems to me that there
is always an “other” to whom and for whom we live our
lives.  Of course, this question – “to whom or for
whom do you live?” – will invite as many different
responses as there are people.  Yet the personal tenor
of this question – “who is my life for?” – strikes me
as having a different tone, and inviting a different
quality of response, than the more abstract and
impersonal question, “what is your life about?”